Archive for category Just Me
Protected: She was gorgeous. (14 letters. Deana’s favorite drink.)
Posted by stellarmeadow in Him, Just Me on August 1, 2012
I love meeting with my Bishop.
Posted by stellarmeadow in Just Me, Love, Religion, Uncategorized on June 26, 2012
It’s finally over.
All the heartache, the pain, the hurt
The wishing waiting hoping dreaming
It’s all paid off (:
And I’m where I’m supposed to be.
What a grand life we lead.
Because I CAN.
Posted by stellarmeadow in Just Me on April 3, 2011
I am going to CRY and SCREAM and SHOUT and YELL and HATE EVERYTHING. Why? Because I CAN.
I am going to LOVE and HOPE and DANCE and SING and LAUGH and LOVE EVERYTHING. Why? Because, damn it, I CAN.
I can do whatever the hell I want, be whoever I damn well please, act however I want- and I mean it!
I don’t have to follow your rules, I don’t have to walk your path, I don’t have to like your face- even if I probably will. I don’t have to be miserable because it’s “in.” I don’t have to be uncomfortable because it’s “hip.” I don’t have to be like you because it’s “cool.” I love me, he loves me, they love me for who I am. You don’t have to, but you’d better be ready to accept it, because I deserve it. I deserve to be who I am, to be who I want to be, and lucky for the world, I know it. I can feel it, and I can see it, and I can do it!!
I’m gonna make mistakes, laugh until I cry, cry until I laugh, feel good, feel bad, do it wrong, do it right.
I’m gonna live my own life.
And I’ll become someone amazing for it.
I’m dating a 27 year old. I’m not Mormon, though most of the people I’m around regularly are. I listen to weird music, have a weird style, and get weird ideas. I don’t like being just another face, like everyone else, following the crowd. I want to be the chick that everyone looks at and thinks, “What the hell is she doing?” I dance in the aisles at the grocery store, throw my head back and laugh in the rain, run around in my bare feet. I love girly dresses. I also love getting so ridiculously dirty that it takes ages to clean it up. I love constant change. I crave the new. I drink in experience and wonder and the chaos that is life.
I’m gonna keep doing ALL of this- and hopefully even more. I hope you’re ready, because it’s gonna be one hell of a ride.
My 1st post. (:
Posted by stellarmeadow in Just Me on November 30, 2010
This is my first post! Quite obviously. I’d like to let you know that this blog is going to be a rollercoaster. There will, without a doubt, be ups and downs. If you do not agree with my ideas or opinions, that’s just fine. This is not about any sort of conversion, domination, pinky and the brain take-over-the-world anything. It’s about me, and you. And the difference we could make.
And in the end, what else matters but that?